I am slowly coming to terms-after 24 years- that I can’t do what everyone else does. It’s taken me this long and I still think I’m slightly in denial.
My head is a constant argument between an ideologist and a realist.
The ideologist wants to go to work a full time job, go to the gym in the evenings then see friends and family at the weekend.
“Oh if only it was that easy!” the realist laughs…
“But it SHOULD be easy!” ideology snaps back, “That’s what your friends do, so you can do it too”
“They didn’t have an infection in their leg and have to go to hospital 3 times this week for iv medication.” Realism says sternly with raised eyebrows.
*Ideology checking out*